Soooo about Friday. It was awesome. I didn't have to go to school and still I woke up early... like ummh 8.40. Went downstairs to friend's room. Made him some coffee and sandwitch. Have done it past 3-4 days. It's something what makes me happy. Then later I had oppurtunity to see my Siku who came to visit us and take me and my sister back to Võru. It was great time together... Even though second time she got lost in here... hehhe..
In Võru we had some time and went to eat something. They just opened new fast food place so we went there. Oh my we had fun about how they make those sauces i nthere and stuf... ewwww...

Anyway later I and Elisa went to Taheva. It was soooo great to be back there. Haven't seen those kids for ages. I had to write into the Bible what we gifted them so I had some small time to share soemthgin from my heart too. It was just nice and felt warm there. Those kids have became part of us, our family. That friend to who I make those sandwitches told that he wants to coem with us next time too. I'm only happy about it.


Saturday morning came back to Räpina to meet my sweet sister Tally. She and Marko came here. Marko went to meet his son and I had time to spend with Tally. It was great to see her over such a long time again. She is just so amazing and cute girl. Sent her away and spent my evenign with Kadi at the dorm...Hag some ummmh... fun :D

Sunday mornign I went to 2 churches in Räpina and they already want me to help them in both. One belongs into same group where I'm from and other one is methodist church. Well luckily one starts 10 and second starts 13 and then maybe, probably they are goign to start Alpha courses i nthe evenigns too. Will have some fun.

Anyway now had first day of that week in shcool. Got to knit a lot. And made chocolate cake tonight. Had some fun and well I just love to be with people who make me feel good and who are special to me. I know at least oen will be reading it... I hope cause he asked about my blog ;) You are special to me ;)

Hugs and blessings everyone.. Love you all!

New year, new life

Hei hei people who are still reading my post or waiting to read something. New year has started. I mean school year. I'm in new school about 35 km from my home and livign at the dormitory. People here are awesome. I love my subject - textile and my class is cool too. I just need lot of prayers to be able to finish it. I don't wanna leave that school here and people. I have already started love many of them.
About church and my faith life. I was in worship group on last Sunday. It was awesome. I haven't been in worship for maybe 4 years. I can't explain it all. It was great. Tomorrow maybe I, my sister, 2 friends form school and some other from church are going to the Taheva's orphange place. I have been there ummmh maybe 4 times. Can't remember exactly. I so wanna go. It's awesoem place with great people.
God is doing amazing things in my life. When I was thinkign about school and money stuff and rent I got like really depressed and had no idea how to do manage and then I heard Joyce Meyer's preachign and I understood that only hope what we can have is in God. People may give up on us but God doesen't. People may leave us but God doesen't. People may forgot us but God doesen't. So I understood that I have to trust him in my money and he figures out how things are goign to settle down.
I try to post more often if I have anything. Love you all.!

You're Blessed - Matthew 5: 3-12 The Message version

   ³"You're blessed when you're at the end of your rope. With less of you there is more of God and his rule.
   ⁴"You're blessed when you feel you've lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the One most dear to you.
   ⁵"You're blessed when you're content with just who you are—no more, no less. That's the moment you find yourselves proud owners of everything that can't be bought.
   ⁶"You're blessed when you've worked up a good appetite for God. He's food and drink in the best meal you'll ever eat.
   ⁷"You're blessed when you care. At the moment of being 'care-full,' you find yourselves cared for.
   ⁸"You're blessed when you get your inside world—your mind and heart—put right. Then you can see God in the outside world.
   ⁹"You're blessed when you can show people how to cooperate instead of compete or fight. That's when you discover who you really are, and your place in God's family.
   ¹⁰"You're blessed when your commitment to God provokes persecution. The persecution drives you even deeper into God's kingdom.
   ^{11 -12}"Not only that—count yourselves blessed every time people put you down or throw you out or speak lies about you to discredit me. What it means is that the truth is too close for comfort and they are uncomfortable. You can be glad when that happens—give a cheer, even!—for though they don't like it, I do! And all heaven applauds. And know that you are in good company. My prophets and witnesses have always gotten into this kind of trouble.

Thoughts (:

Hey hey guys!

I feel very happy and amazing. Just came back from youth Christmas party and we had amazing worship time there. I haven't spend much time on God lately and there I suddenly felt how much I was missing him and desired Him. Then I just understood that He actually miss me more and He desire to me is much bigger. I understood that when we are hurt or far from Him then He is actually crying for us. He is waiting us, calling us every possible way. Think about sunrise. Its first thing in the morning He sends to make us happy and most of us just miss it. Then birds singing, or sparkling snow, starry sky. Aren't those just so beautiful things made by God just to make us happy and show us His love? Our hearts burn for Him but His heart is totally burning for us. He wants the best for us. Not just best but THE best. Best husband, family, life, school, job, church...etc. He is waiting you till the last minute. Sometimes we are too afraid to take the steps or go with the changes. We need to give ourselves as clay into His hands to make us perfect.

His love for us is so great. Like one girl once said that when we worship God then our hearts beat in same rhythm. I felt it today during the worship. I was one with Him. Just fell in my knees and talked with Him. I felt what  was missing. I found that love again and fell in love again. I want to wake up to spend my day with Him. I am His bride. He is waiting me all the time. Even just small minute or two to tell me how important I am. He is waiting you just to tell you how important you are and how loved you are!

Hey guys.
Sorry for I haven't posted for a long time. I just haven't have thoughts and time and I actually didn't want to post anything.
I was just reading some posts in Larissa's blog (with google help) and it was really helpful to me. Some things what has been going on in my life. Not always it may seem that I am christian cause of my words or way I'm living. But I'm trying hard and really wish to give everything into God's hands. He has the best for me and He knows what is forward. I know he has some great plans for me it's just I am afraid to recive them. I'm afraid of new things, new beginnings. Afraid to start from nowhere with nothing. I don't know much about plans He has for me but I know little and already those little things I really love and enjoy but there comes fear with them. 2 Timothy chapter 1 verse 7 says "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."
Often it's difficult not to be afraid. All those new things, choices leading something. I am drama group leader now and sometimes it seems to be too much for me but I enjoy it even if I feel like I want to give up. Sometimes it seems like I m only onw who is interested about it, only one who is commited to it. Only thing I can do is to give it to God to work with the people and time.
If you are still waiting post about missiontrip to Latvia then I'm sorry I wont put any post about that trip. I just say some small sentences. It was great time. Awesome time to learn how to trust God, time to get to knwo ech other, time to give ourselves and out time to God. We saw how God was moving there and is doing his marvellous job in Latvia. At least 3 of my dreams became true in there.
I just want to ask everyoen to pray for us, for drama group and for Latvia!
Hugs and kisses to you all!

GRETEKESEKESELE

Kallis, armas, tore, nunnu, huvitav, ilus, lahe, suurepärane, abivalmis, hea, lõbus, lahke Grete! (Ära arva, et mul omadussõnad otsa said, lihtsalt mõtlesin teemaga edasi minna ;)

Palju Palju õnne ja õnnistusi, kuhjaga naeru ja rõõmu ning tonnide viisi kallistusi ja armastust sulle uude eluaastasse!

Las meie Taevane Issi täidab selle oma plaanidega ja sinu südame igatsustega!
Oled mulel kõige kallim Grete. Ja kuigi ma võin su peale tihti "solvuda" on sinuag väga lahe ja lõbus koos olla (eriti jünger)
Ja loodetavasti saab seda aega jälle varsti tulema ;)
Miljon kallit, paid ja musi sulle!!

Love

One day during my Bible reading I found some verses and as I have lot of things to do about love, I saw those verses also to be about love.

First one was  in Ecclesiates 1:7-8 "All the rivers run into the sea, yet the sea is not full. To the place from which the rivers come, to there and from there they return again. All things are weary with toil and all words are feeble; man cannot utter it. The eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing."

For me it talks about love. People need love. Our cup won't never be filled with love or maybe it is sometimes filled but we drink it and need to fill it again. My eye won't never be satisfied of seeing my love and my ear won't be satisfied of hearing my love.

Then I found Ecclesiates 3:14 "I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it so that men will fear Him revere and worship Him, knowing that He is." 

So if God puts this love into our hearts it's forever lasting we can't add or take anything away from our flesh. And I've seen that if we have this love to God and if I have this love what God has given to me and if I give this love to someone else, to someone who also loves God the God grows this love. God is able to do all things. And verse 15 says that God seeks that what has passed by. So if we forget what God has given to us then He will wke it again.

Song of Salomon 8:7 says that many waters cannot erase love, neither can floods drown it.

At the moment I'm reading book called "Five languages of love". I haven't read much yet but one thing I liked from there was that falling in love isn't love yet. This first period is about 2 years and then it just fade away. After that many couples just divorce. Some of them choose to swallow the pain and just live  but some of them choose to learn to love their partner. Love is a choise, it's not feelingg. I've decided to love the one I've falled in love even after that period and with his help and with God's love I can do it.

At the end I would like to share some of my favourite verses:

First is Song of Salomon 2:16a "My beloved is mine and I am his."
Second is Song of Salomon 7:10 "I am my beloved's and his desire is toward me!"

And well ofcourse 1 Corinthians 13 is good scripture about love (I like The message version most)

Kisses