Thoughts (:

Hey hey guys!

I feel very happy and amazing. Just came back from youth Christmas party and we had amazing worship time there. I haven't spend much time on God lately and there I suddenly felt how much I was missing him and desired Him. Then I just understood that He actually miss me more and He desire to me is much bigger. I understood that when we are hurt or far from Him then He is actually crying for us. He is waiting us, calling us every possible way. Think about sunrise. Its first thing in the morning He sends to make us happy and most of us just miss it. Then birds singing, or sparkling snow, starry sky. Aren't those just so beautiful things made by God just to make us happy and show us His love? Our hearts burn for Him but His heart is totally burning for us. He wants the best for us. Not just best but THE best. Best husband, family, life, school, job, church...etc. He is waiting you till the last minute. Sometimes we are too afraid to take the steps or go with the changes. We need to give ourselves as clay into His hands to make us perfect.

His love for us is so great. Like one girl once said that when we worship God then our hearts beat in same rhythm. I felt it today during the worship. I was one with Him. Just fell in my knees and talked with Him. I felt what  was missing. I found that love again and fell in love again. I want to wake up to spend my day with Him. I am His bride. He is waiting me all the time. Even just small minute or two to tell me how important I am. He is waiting you just to tell you how important you are and how loved you are!