11 October 2010

Hey guys.
Sorry for I haven't posted for a long time. I just haven't have thoughts and time and I actually didn't want to post anything.
I was just reading some posts in Larissa's blog (with google help) and it was really helpful to me. Some things what has been going on in my life. Not always it may seem that I am christian cause of my words or way I'm living. But I'm trying hard and really wish to give everything into God's hands. He has the best for me and He knows what is forward. I know he has some great plans for me it's just I am afraid to recive them. I'm afraid of new things, new beginnings. Afraid to start from nowhere with nothing. I don't know much about plans He has for me but I know little and already those little things I really love and enjoy but there comes fear with them. 2 Timothy chapter 1 verse 7 says "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."
Often it's difficult not to be afraid. All those new things, choices leading something. I am drama group leader now and sometimes it seems to be too much for me but I enjoy it even if I feel like I want to give up. Sometimes it seems like I m only onw who is interested about it, only one who is commited to it. Only thing I can do is to give it to God to work with the people and time.
If you are still waiting post about missiontrip to Latvia then I'm sorry I wont put any post about that trip. I just say some small sentences. It was great time. Awesome time to learn how to trust God, time to get to knwo ech other, time to give ourselves and out time to God. We saw how God was moving there and is doing his marvellous job in Latvia. At least 3 of my dreams became true in there.
I just want to ask everyoen to pray for us, for drama group and for Latvia!
Hugs and kisses to you all!