19 February 2013

The One

We walk day by day in our small words. Meeting people, getting to know them, dating them and never find that true thing until one time when it comes suddenly. When we can't even expect it. We meet thousands and thousands persons in our lives and suddenly the one is there. We might even not understand it in the beginning. Everything is just the same until we notice that we can't stop thinking of that person. Can't help it but smile when we think of them. We lay down to sleep with a smile one our face and that one person in our mind and wake up with same thoughts.
You are the apple of my eye. Perfect match. You fill the hole in my heart. You are piece of that puzzle what was missing.
Now, watching one film, I just noticed that first time when I felt myself really beautiful, free and comfortable was when I had you in my life. It was when I felt truly beautiful. You came, made my world shine, made me see that there can be love for me. Made me understand that I'm more than just some fat ugly, rude,pig, cow, slut, and whatever words you can think of... It's just what I've heard since I can remember, since I was kid. It was with what I grew up. Now you came to my life and made me see all the beauty I have. I still think I am fat. Not think but know. But not in that bad way I used to think. I'm finally happily engaged and wouldn't change it for anything. :) I've found the one I wanna spend my life with.