My interesting life

Hei hei people.

Who doesen't know then I collapsed in middle of my knitting class last Wednesday. It's kind of weird cause everything was ok. I didn't feel bad I was just eating about 30 min before and was having fun. No stress nothing and then just collapsed. I was uncouncious for several minutes and when I woke up it was such mess I didn't understand anything. It's was creepy for myself. I had difficults of breathing and I was shaking. They called ambulance and they took me to hospital to take some tests. All tests showed that everythign is ok and I don't have any problems. But now 4 days later I still feel so so weak that it isn't normal so I thought to call my doctor to send me to take some specific tests to be totally sure.

My life in Räpina is awesome. I have such an amazing friends in here. Like own small family. I so love them all. We have about 7 people in the group. Cooking together, going to store, walking. 5 are from 1st year and then 2nd and 3rd year. They know I'm totally afraid of dentists. So they all promised to come to hold my hand when I go. Awww they are sooo sweet I totally love them all. But I think they all can't come in. So I need to choose. And that reminds me I need to put dentist appointment. I sooooo don't wanna do it cause already thinking of it makes me panic. CRAZY. I'm not normal. hehhe.

Yesterday I came to dormitory. Didn't wanna stay home longer. And it was soooooo lonely here without any friends and cold. But it was also ok. I had some peace and rest. Even though I was missing my dorm family. So today I woke up and got ready to go to church by 1pm. I promised to help to do children event there. I took one friend from bus station who just arrived before that and took him with me to the church. He did like it. It was fun. Some singing, prayers, preaching was kind of childish cause we had lot of kids there. Later we had great soup, and interesting...hmmm pancakes...  Then we had some handicraft and dances with kids. It was fun.

Now I'm back in my room. Had half of pizza and about to have big cup of tea. Hope you enjoyed my posting.

Love you all!
Hugs, kisses

TONGUE PIERCINGS

Why this kind of post.... Well I talked with someone something about pierced tongues and then he asked what I have or want with those. Well true one thing is that I have always wanted to have one but not so much anymore but I have always wanted to know how it feels to kiss someone who has tongue piercing. (:

Soooo about Friday. It was awesome. I didn't have to go to school and still I woke up early... like ummh 8.40. Went downstairs to friend's room. Made him some coffee and sandwitch. Have done it past 3-4 days. It's something what makes me happy. Then later I had oppurtunity to see my Siku who came to visit us and take me and my sister back to Võru. It was great time together... Even though second time she got lost in here... hehhe..
In Võru we had some time and went to eat something. They just opened new fast food place so we went there. Oh my we had fun about how they make those sauces i nthere and stuf... ewwww...

Anyway later I and Elisa went to Taheva. It was soooo great to be back there. Haven't seen those kids for ages. I had to write into the Bible what we gifted them so I had some small time to share soemthgin from my heart too. It was just nice and felt warm there. Those kids have became part of us, our family. That friend to who I make those sandwitches told that he wants to coem with us next time too. I'm only happy about it.


Saturday morning came back to Räpina to meet my sweet sister Tally. She and Marko came here. Marko went to meet his son and I had time to spend with Tally. It was great to see her over such a long time again. She is just so amazing and cute girl. Sent her away and spent my evenign with Kadi at the dorm...Hag some ummmh... fun :D

Sunday mornign I went to 2 churches in Räpina and they already want me to help them in both. One belongs into same group where I'm from and other one is methodist church. Well luckily one starts 10 and second starts 13 and then maybe, probably they are goign to start Alpha courses i nthe evenigns too. Will have some fun.

Anyway now had first day of that week in shcool. Got to knit a lot. And made chocolate cake tonight. Had some fun and well I just love to be with people who make me feel good and who are special to me. I know at least oen will be reading it... I hope cause he asked about my blog ;) You are special to me ;)

Hugs and blessings everyone.. Love you all!

New year, new life

Hei hei people who are still reading my post or waiting to read something. New year has started. I mean school year. I'm in new school about 35 km from my home and livign at the dormitory. People here are awesome. I love my subject - textile and my class is cool too. I just need lot of prayers to be able to finish it. I don't wanna leave that school here and people. I have already started love many of them.
About church and my faith life. I was in worship group on last Sunday. It was awesome. I haven't been in worship for maybe 4 years. I can't explain it all. It was great. Tomorrow maybe I, my sister, 2 friends form school and some other from church are going to the Taheva's orphange place. I have been there ummmh maybe 4 times. Can't remember exactly. I so wanna go. It's awesoem place with great people.
God is doing amazing things in my life. When I was thinkign about school and money stuff and rent I got like really depressed and had no idea how to do manage and then I heard Joyce Meyer's preachign and I understood that only hope what we can have is in God. People may give up on us but God doesen't. People may leave us but God doesen't. People may forgot us but God doesen't. So I understood that I have to trust him in my money and he figures out how things are goign to settle down.
I try to post more often if I have anything. Love you all.!