Its 5:46 in the morning; tossin and turnin; chest burnin; sermons in my head keep reoccurring; havin visions in my head of a kid cryin at the feet of the father for all the wrong things that he did; now im sweatin in my sheets, cant sleep; my mind keeps
tellin me im 6 feet deep; dont remind me; even though im still alive i cant tell; the way im livin my life i feel im goin to hell; god, they tellin me i should except you; that you had to leave the world cause the world left you; reason i cant change; like a mystery to me; so i make-believe there really is a heaven for a g; even though they say you loved the world so much you shed your blood; god, i feel im too messed up for love; they tell me come as i am; but i smell like smoke; my whole life is full of sin cause its all i know; the bible told me you died for my sins; if i believe in Christ to save me from the end; but im scared to ask you to save me; my heart so weable; ive got thoughts just full of hatred; hurt from people; i thought that first i h
ad to clean up my light; now im here and i just gotta clean to the light; im ready to do it but, i pray you understand; my life is a mess, will you take me as i am
Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong, but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder, how could u love me with my life so ugly; when you came down and died for me.Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wr
ong, but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder, how could u love me with my life so ugly; when you came down and died for me.
im still tryin to be the man my daddy ever taught me to be; im grown up now, life aint what i thought it would be; i made many mistakes in my past i cant fix; now im starin at this crucifix, tainted on my wrist; is it true what they tellin me am i just crazy; did you bleed on the cross for my sins to save me; but why would you die for me; my whole life ive been workin for Satan while he fed lies to me; and now im hearin too much; tryin to get in true touch; about a love that can change me; im all screwed up; figured hell is what i deserve; but ur word says we all fall shook; so i guess we all owe a bird; teach me i want to learn; how you can save a wretch like me before death sends its last turn; i think i finally understand; no matter my past you'll s
till take me as i am.
Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong, but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder, how could u love me with my life so ugly; when you came down and died for me.Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wr
ong, but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder, how could u love me with my life so ugly; when you came down and died for me. Will you take me as i am.
i had a few last words to give; ive been tellin people the reason to live, the reason to die; united with the king of the sky; this life is passin us by, ive got no reason to lie; you'll never give the world enough; they'll hunger for more; there fixin there ways of nothin to settle the score; more security than the man who left you; or more love than the mommas who kept you; he'll always except you; be everything your supposed to; let christ rule your heart mind body and soul because he chose you; and if the world dont know you; it dont matter, your god's child and he'll never disown you; your purpose on earth is far from worthless; thats why you glorify like your lifes been purchased; and it dont matter if the world dont see us; we still mean the wor
ld to jesus.
Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong, but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder, how could u love me with my life so ugly; when you came down and died for me.Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wr
ong, but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder, how could u love me with my life so ugly; when you came down and died for me. Will you take me as i am
07 June 2009
Music
I will post here some music i like. So if u want to hear then just search them from youtube or somewhere (:
Paul Colman - Fill my cup
Skillet - Better than drugs
Skillet - Rebirthing
Skillet - Comatose
Lecrae - Take Me As I Am
Day of fire - Rain song
Toby Mac - No ordinary love
Toby Mac - Suddenly
Casting Crowns - Who Am I
Casting Crowns - East to West
David Crowder Band - Forever and ever
Delirious - Deeper
Delirious - Inside out
Delirious - History maker
Chris Tomlin - Indescribable
Paul Colman - Fill my cup
Skillet - Better than drugs
Skillet - Rebirthing
Skillet - Comatose
Lecrae - Take Me As I Am
Day of fire - Rain song
Toby Mac - No ordinary love
Toby Mac - Suddenly
Casting Crowns - Who Am I
Casting Crowns - East to West
David Crowder Band - Forever and ever
Delirious - Deeper
Delirious - Inside out
Delirious - History maker
Chris Tomlin - Indescribable
06 June 2009
Piiblikool
Eile käisime Elisaga Tartus Jesus Stationis. Peale JS-i rääkisime Sigurdiga Rhema Piiblikoolist. Mul endal on olnud igatsus sinna minna juba ammusest ajast ja ka Elisa tahab sinna minna. Vahepealsetel aastatel olin kaotanud ära selle igatsuse. Eile Sigurdiga rääkides tuli see tohutu igatsus tagasi. Olen veendunud, et iga kristlane peaks käima läbi Piiblikooli. Eriti kui minna kuskile välismaale Piiblikooli. Sa lihtsalt pead õppima usaldama Jumalat 101%, et saada raha elamiseks ja olemiseks. Et kõik üürid ja õppemaksud saaksid tasutud õigeks ajaks. Sul pole muud võimalust. Paljud lähevad Piiblikooli ilma, et neil üldse oleks raha. Nad lähevad ja usaldavad Jumalat. Ilma Jumalata ei saa miskit. Ta on imeline. Oeh nüüd ma ootan 3-4 aastat, lõpetan ära omal siin kooli ja siis lähen Piiblikooli. Hetkel on plaanis ka Rhemasse või CA-sse ühte piiblikooli. Aga mul aega palvetada selle pärast. Eks näis mis peale keskkooli saab.
Ja kõik kristlased kes seda loevad ja pole käinud piiblikoolis, siis kindlasti palvetage selle pärast ja võtke see omale südameasjaks, et minna sinna. See on eluks vajalik igaühele!
Kallikalli
Yesterday we went to Jesus Station with my sister. It is one youth meeting or something like that. After that we talked with Sigurd. He is the youth pastor in Tartu World of Life Church. Anyway he talked about how he was in Rhema Bible College. That made me think about that again and put this big desire to my heart to go there. I think that every christian need to go to Bible School. That is awsome place where u can learn how to live with God. Specially when you go to other countries. You just need to trust Him 101%. To pay your rent or school payment everymonth. You just start to lean on God. And this is neccesary to go to there. So if any christians is reading that, who havent been there then pray for that and take it to your heart to go to Bible School.
*Hugs*
Ja kõik kristlased kes seda loevad ja pole käinud piiblikoolis, siis kindlasti palvetage selle pärast ja võtke see omale südameasjaks, et minna sinna. See on eluks vajalik igaühele!
Kallikalli
Yesterday we went to Jesus Station with my sister. It is one youth meeting or something like that. After that we talked with Sigurd. He is the youth pastor in Tartu World of Life Church. Anyway he talked about how he was in Rhema Bible College. That made me think about that again and put this big desire to my heart to go there. I think that every christian need to go to Bible School. That is awsome place where u can learn how to live with God. Specially when you go to other countries. You just need to trust Him 101%. To pay your rent or school payment everymonth. You just start to lean on God. And this is neccesary to go to there. So if any christians is reading that, who havent been there then pray for that and take it to your heart to go to Bible School.
*Hugs*
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