30 October 2011

Extraordinarily ordinary

My life has had lot of ups and downs lately. I have thought so much about things and tried to fix things on my own. I have tried to be the best on my own and tried to help everyone and stuff but I realised that I'm not able to fix everything on my own. It's not gonna work. So on Friday when I was driving to Tartu with Ahti, I had some chat with him and we ended it up there that some preachers and pastor they might by best ones in the world but one is telling one thing and other is telling totally different and you have no idea who you should listen. What God wants us is to listen our heart cause He spokes there what is right and what is wrong. When we get saved we were redeemed by the blood of Christ and we don't have to feel guilty by our deeds. It is what Satan wants us: to feel guilty. We are saved by God's grace and nothign what we do can take this away or add it there.He loves us with all of his heart, from bottom of his heart!
This weekend has been amazing. God has spoken so much into my life. Made me understand of things and fixed things in me. I was able to forgive to someone and it made me free. I have laughed, danced and just had fun in the presence of Lord and this feeling is too amazing to put it into words. So I'm exited about going back into my everyday ordinary life to life it extraordinarily with God. (:
Love you all!
Hugs, kisses.

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